人只有两笔画那么简单。可是为什么却那么复杂？人之初，性本善。有多真？人之初，性本贪.
Greed for fame, for money, for security, for friends, for company, for assurance, for...everything. Our paths crossed and fate have proven that we're not meant to be friends, so why be insecure and malicious and just...a total jerk about it?
I don't want to be there as much as you don't want me there. So there! Isn't it all settled? Why'd you have to conspire up a devious plot and involve everyone who's not involved? Tad juvenile ain't it.
Yeah, you're all smiles irl and pretend that you're just as cool about things as I am. But then once backs are turned you sink into your abyss of dark thoughts and start conjuring up ideas of how to get rid of me. BUT helloooooooo??? I WANT YOU OUT OF MY LIFE ALSO LEH. It's not as if I'm clinging on like a obsessed ex-boyfriend. *rolls eyes*
I'm cool enough to just leave you alone (when you didn't even bother to explain yourself even when I offered an alternative way which reduces contact to a minimum). So ok, I'm cool with that. Whatever rocks your boat eh? But to just turn around and be a total child-bitch bout it isn't very civil right.
I thought that I could forgive but not forget (seems like a pretty good experience to use and vet future friendships). But today, I realised that I cannot even bring myself to forgive you.
Nah, not gonna do that then. I am no saint and I am genuinely pissed.
Friday, January 7, 2011
Thursday, January 6, 2011
Whaseh this bread has been my breakfast for...donno how many weeks alr. It's the bomb man so many yummy flavours, packaging so nice, some more from japan.....why isn't everyone raving bout it ah?!? This bread's underrated max.
My all time fave is blueberry!!!!!!! :D :D There used to be this jam series but it disappeared after 2 days!! Fml. I only got to try strawberry and apple jam haiz. But today as I went to 7-11 to buy breakfast I saw..........NEW FLAVOUR: CUSTARD CREAM. Best man the sweetness is just nice and the cream is velvety smooth and it lingers on forever on your tongue, filling your mouth cavity with awesome custard cream taste. BEST BEST BEST BEST BEST ALR!!!!!
I'mma gonna buy like 5 otw back home just in case it disappears after 2 days like my beloved jam series. My fave blueberry just pales in comparison with custard cream lor :( Sob sob how am I ever gonna return to eating just plain ol' blueberry :(((
AND I FOUND A WEBSITE DEDICATED THE AWESOMENESS OF THIS BREAD!! http://www.ilovedayplus.com/ Haha pretty evident how bored I am at work. But whatever ok this bread is nice and everyone should eat eat eat it today!!
Anw where to buy the purple potato paste??!? I haven't tried that before lor!! Eh people (ahem ger pei wei min pres bel) if you see this anywhere BUY FIRST OK. JUST BUY. Then I go take from y'all hehehe.
I wanna be a d-plus bread ambassador liao.
Monday, January 3, 2011
Goodbye to 2010 and hello 2011!
In all honesty, I cannot remember much of 2010 except for how torturous jc2 life is and how i barely scraped through the whole process of mugging for A's. Haha I don't think I can handle stress well (something to work on in 2011). 2011 feels so surreal, so unplanned? If there's school, you would know to look forward to curriculum and stuff but now that school's over, life feels so...blank.
Resolutions are doomed to be ignored and procrastinated against so I shall not go down that road.
Hmm, here's to a more awesome year ahead filled with the company of loved ones, best friends, good friends, and hopefully the promise of meeting new (and nice) friends.
On the topic of friends, I recently went on a 3 week holiday (inside joke). I'm not really a big fan of pretence and obsession really, especially when they are rolled up into one single organism. Or maybe past failed friendships have left me being more guarded than before. The slightest disagreement or tiff will instantly appear as a "Abort Friendship Immediately" signal to me. Cause to me, aborting the relationship from the start will definitely cut away alot of pain and suffering if it all falls out in the end. I've always given my all in relationships but a year's worth of experience have taught me otherwise. Fear of confrontation and the hurt of being abandoned is...not very nice to say the least. Maybe it's a more cowardly way of dealing with relationships but hey, we only live once and I don't want to fill it with misery. I have enough close friends to fill my small heart and that's enough. Wouldn't wanna suffer from arterial blockage from having too many frivolous friendships.
Baking at abel's for his mama's birthday. Pres and bel are gems for raving over the cheesecake (which a skeptic like me would tend to doubt). But aiya whatever you only get to thick skin once in awhile so YES I AM AWESOME! Hehehehe. ^^ Why can't all cakes be as easy and tasty as a cheesecake? H8 frosting ttm man really is one hell of a cb work to get it right. And I've nv gotten it right YET hor. Fuck frosting :(
*chopping onions and garlic for bel*
Bel: Wha I never knew you could cook leh.
Me: Ya lah you donno meh.
Bel: How I know sia you so man.
Me: *waves knife threateningly* EH WHAT.
Bel: See? Thats what I mean.
Walau need like that not huh.
Haha, ok time to get back to copying recipes and enjoying the aircon (which is lagi shiok with the heavy rain that's going on now). Xoxo to all those close to the heart, you know who you are. I'm grateful to have all of you :)
In all honesty, I cannot remember much of 2010 except for how torturous jc2 life is and how i barely scraped through the whole process of mugging for A's. Haha I don't think I can handle stress well (something to work on in 2011). 2011 feels so surreal, so unplanned? If there's school, you would know to look forward to curriculum and stuff but now that school's over, life feels so...blank.
Resolutions are doomed to be ignored and procrastinated against so I shall not go down that road.
Hmm, here's to a more awesome year ahead filled with the company of loved ones, best friends, good friends, and hopefully the promise of meeting new (and nice) friends.
On the topic of friends, I recently went on a 3 week holiday (inside joke). I'm not really a big fan of pretence and obsession really, especially when they are rolled up into one single organism. Or maybe past failed friendships have left me being more guarded than before. The slightest disagreement or tiff will instantly appear as a "Abort Friendship Immediately" signal to me. Cause to me, aborting the relationship from the start will definitely cut away alot of pain and suffering if it all falls out in the end. I've always given my all in relationships but a year's worth of experience have taught me otherwise. Fear of confrontation and the hurt of being abandoned is...not very nice to say the least. Maybe it's a more cowardly way of dealing with relationships but hey, we only live once and I don't want to fill it with misery. I have enough close friends to fill my small heart and that's enough. Wouldn't wanna suffer from arterial blockage from having too many frivolous friendships.
Baking at abel's for his mama's birthday. Pres and bel are gems for raving over the cheesecake (which a skeptic like me would tend to doubt). But aiya whatever you only get to thick skin once in awhile so YES I AM AWESOME! Hehehehe. ^^ Why can't all cakes be as easy and tasty as a cheesecake? H8 frosting ttm man really is one hell of a cb work to get it right. And I've nv gotten it right YET hor. Fuck frosting :(
*chopping onions and garlic for bel*
Bel: Wha I never knew you could cook leh.
Me: Ya lah you donno meh.
Bel: How I know sia you so man.
Me: *waves knife threateningly* EH WHAT.
Bel: See? Thats what I mean.
Walau need like that not huh.
Haha, ok time to get back to copying recipes and enjoying the aircon (which is lagi shiok with the heavy rain that's going on now). Xoxo to all those close to the heart, you know who you are. I'm grateful to have all of you :)
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