Preston Lim if you read this, you are crazy. REALLY. Just take a look at what you sent me.

Greetings Queen of Maidens :) The Armada of the Plubbies Alliance and the Swarm of the Nupian Dominion demands a meeting with you.. Ignore the summons and you will met an excruciating white fiery molten sickly and sticky finale. See you in the depths of judgement :)

In your face,
The Father of all Seas.

Seriously, that was what he sent me word for word. Wtf does armada even means?!?!?! MAD RIGHT. Siao one. Haha but then agn, this means ip man tmr before work!

Fave lyrics of all time.

Cos all of the stars are fading away
Just try not to worry you'll see them some day
Take what you need and be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

Hey babe, chin up alright? Problems will have their own magic way of working things out.. Just, dont overthink it. Man am i bad at consoling or what but heck. You know what i mean. My ears are here ok.

Flutterfly

This movie will mindfuck you like crazy. Seriously. No other politically correct or socially acceptable word can describe it so aptly.

Makes you wonder if there are alternate universes and if whatever you do has a similar, but different butterfly effect? What if the way you live your life now isn't the most perfect for the people around you? What if you weren't even suppose to intrude their lifes so rudely in the first place? What if this is the best you can get but still you are miserable bout it? Mad depressing after watching this movie. Esp 8 in the morning while nursing an aching-all-night tummy.

Ahhh well, nth like a thriller movie to start the day. It was either some lame chinese show or this. Figures.

Saddest lines i've ever came across:
Evan: "I just thought you should know.."
Kayleigh: "Know what?"
Evan: "That you were happy once, with me."

I have this knack for forgetting bout really hurtful stuff easily. The pain's still fresh, but the memories are more or less..faded. Like when i try to recall, nothing real, solid, comes into my mind. I can vaguely recall how it all happened, random stuff i ate/saw that day, but when it comes to the main picture of what actually was going on, i cannot remember. I cannot picture how things went and stuff, just the stranded feeling of loneliness after that.

On that day.. I remember mac's/studying/airport/zi char/desserts/crying/boys over flowers/more crying/devil wears prada/wedding/potato fritters from ikea/bracelets/more crying.
Sorry that it mostly consists of food, i mean i tend to remember them better than anything else. Haha, but yeah, none bout the actual experience. Except for that one incident i shan't mention here. THAT in particular, haunts me up till now. Cause it almost felt so surreal when it happened. Like, it wasn't meant to be that way and i'm trying to rewind the moment but it wouldn't budge and so i just let it be kinda way. Anyone get what i'm trying to say?? I guess not.

Everything happens for a reason and i guess if your life sucked less in one way or another, another's life is bound to suck more. Like, there is a certain amount of suckiness that is suppose to circulate around the world so that... so that someone who started this thing gets a kick out of it. You selfish brat.

Lightning speed

Went to meet my fave boys on earth after cca.
Abel and preston became my muscles for the day.
Went to ntuc/starbucks/supper place/bel's house.

Haha nua at abel's room for the rest of the day!! Did alcohol tut while the boys talked crap. Haha we just damn cozy only bel pres jonah zach me all on mattress pillow blanket and talk bout nupians/ploobies/moobles. AHHAHAHA this is internal joke. But ya if anyone were to filmed the whole session there i think we no need make friends anymore. Just altogether become social outcast lol. Bel esp, no more attracting girls liao. Hehehe. Most vulnerable moment sia there.

Epic dialouge of the day when they all tao pok bel.
bel: you better get off before i push you all off ah.
bel: you know i can do it without my limbs

Ah ya, boys will be boys. We just planning to go hongkong/bkk next year tgt!!! Dudes holiday trip manz confirm damn shiok only. :))))))))))))))))
Bel nagged at my online shopping spending. Pres is just being himself the whole day la, future dota sound man. Children of the sea.

Must treasure the time we meet up ah few more weeks i will be full time mugger alr sigh.

Anw bff leung (lol haha sounds like some kinda sekret agent), hope my advice helps ya? :) Anything just straightforward uh we no need so ke qi one. Luv! x.

Meishan Gaskarth says:
to find someone that fits you like a long awaited puzzle piece
difficult leh
† Josephian † says:
WHA HAHAHA MEISHAN
NOT BAD!
its quite an apt analogy seriously
Meishan Gaskarth says:
HAHAHAHA CHEY CHEY
Meishan Gaskarth says:
cause you look look look, then your heart want want want
† Josephian † says:
oh no
you read my mind
no lah
Meishan Gaskarth says:
ya sia totally

Wha just spam posts like nobody's business only. Bff if you are reading this, follow your heart and..you know i'm always here to support you ya? (minus the cynicsm and all haha sry just had to add this in), luv! x.

Meishan Gaskarth says:
hahaha leveled up!?? treat me like a pokemon
Ayebel. says:
put onion on herself all
Ayebel. says:
i got a note in my wallet with the story all
Ayebel. says:
people will call her onion girl all
Ayebel. says:
then you can join kick ass 2 the movie
and be onion girl
Ayebel. says:
make your enemy cry and have bad breathe
Ayebel. says:
okokay me gotta sleep soon also
onion girl also gotta sleep soon
so we shall all go offline
im tired


Evidence of threatening and blackmailing me. Abel lim you good.

Meishan Gaskarth says:
haha means take me as a cover for shao's bf is it
Ayebel. says:
no la. i never use you as smoekscreen la
Ayebel. says:
why would i do that to my dearest meishan right


Hahaha abel is the best friend. And handsome boy cut his hair alr!!!!!!!! FINALLY GONE IS THAT WRETCHED MOP. Hehe handsome la handsome.

cutetotti says:
ho seh bo
Meishan Gaskarth says:
haha you!!! whaaa damn long nv talk liao
bo ho seh
study until want to vomit blood haha
cutetotti says:
bo ho seh la you

Hahaha mason gives the best greeting la always.

I sat on 293 for one round just now cause it was raining. And like all the sad girls in the sad movies, i stared out of the window and watch raindrops pitter patter on the window and reminisce bout the past. Then i realised something...............

Staring at the raindrops on a moving bus for too long, will giddy one leh.

Haha so dont do that when you sad ok. If not will be sad + giddy even more sad. I sat one round cause its raining and i nv wear contact lens. I scared kena long by car if i cross the road. Haha joke no la actually i just very lazy to run across the road to avoid the rain. Anw 45c nia ma. Wha confirm ger will be knn cb when she sees this sentence. Hehehe :D

Cause we might miss the hate

Lets convince ourselves, its all under control
A stone that we can break, but is that what we want?
'Cause we might miss the hate
I know it feels so good, to make the same mistake

Haha ya sometimes it does feel good to make the same mistake. And sometimes i do miss the hate. Kinda...twisted huh? Yeah. I am craving for siew mai all of a sudden. And some good dude bonding time :( Sighhhh havent been catching up with my boys for so long alr its starting to get depressing. Abel lim and preston lim can meet this fri??????? I AM FREEEE!!!! NO TUITION!!!!!!! Movies and then zi char? I want, no scratch that i need my fried carrot cake!!!! Always we go late then just sold out i damn angry one ok. Movies....horror ok? Preston pls dont argue you scared go hug abel ok i want my horror!!! Hehe. Then...abel's again lor or we go playground if weather not hot. Hehehehe eggcited only. But must bear abit ah cause i feeling pmsy leh these few days. Donno why. And constipated. Maybe they come tgt in a package one. Ok this is getting lame. Eh wait!!! Or we go shopping??? I need some muscle to carry shopping bags sia whahahaha :DDDDD

Bffs have their pms moments tgt i think. Cause me and haopu also like this even though he not girl. I mean ya of course he not girl la he from sji right. But. Aiya wth talking me.

I dont want to do homework i want to keep typing so that i can run away from homework but then i havent mark rui en's maths how? Sian tmr after sch still have to teach tuition you tell me why my life so depressing??????????? But think of payday at the end of the month. THINKKKK. :D

Havent been seeing mama for alot of days liao. Sian i miss my mama :( MAMA KUAI DIAN HUI JIA!!!!!! WO HEN XIANG NI!!!!!!! Writing too many notes for my mama alr. Have to see her!!!!!! O.O

Hmmz havent had chem prac this week. Think is tmr. Bio prac on fri. Sian i havent do bio spa ws. Can dont do? I see so many blanks i just sian half. Sigh am running out of things to write. Ok guess have to turn to homework still. Ultimate sigh. Bye my conscious mind.

Corrupted.

Nothing beats having mcfly's songs on repeat with yummy potato chips and iced green tea while dancing silly in the room alone even though the weather outside is motherfucking hot. Would kill to see mcfly too :'( Major sighhhh. Mcfly makes you feel fantastic in your belly! Something bout that british accent. Hehehehe

So good you've got to abuse it, so fast that sometimes and you lose it.

It chews you up when you feed it, but everyone needs to eat

Am i too much for you, 'cause you're too much for me?

Still wanna be corrupted

At last count, i have 4 stacks of worksheets on my table. 1 stack on my chair. 1 stack in my parents' room. 1 stack on my dining table.

If my house was to catch fire now, i don't even know which stack to save cause just too many stacks alr.

Peipei weiwei ger, those ppl got damn neat tables one, wanna volunteer your service and help me pack my table? :D *moves eyebrows up and down furiously*

I think i must be a boy like in the past or smth. Cause i really very lazy/unhygenic as hell. I can dont bathe after netball training for 2 days. (Haha ok i know gross la even my mama says so but dont judge ok at least i honest). If there's no training, i can dont bathe for 3 days. Eh ok for all y'all whose eyeballs are dilating or like gagging when you read this, dont judge leh!!! Whats wrong with saving water huh huh huh. I dont smell ma :( At least i think so? Haha *smiles sheepishly* I hate packing. Really. Just take a look at the sight of my pathetic table sigh. I can wear the same pair of jeans/shorts for >1 week w/o changing. I just touch my contact lenses as and when i want without washing hands cause i dont think it makes a diff. Dont see the point in folding my bra underwear all cause crumpled also no one see. Haha i just stuff everything into the drawer only to have my mama scream at me when she realises what i've done. I like to play with chewing gum. I dont clear out my dustbin as often as i should. Overflowing plastic bags filled with used tissue paper for i dont know what uses are best friends with flies. I think thats enough to share cause i also feel disgusted at myself. Lolol

Back to topic, call me and tell me if you can help me pack my table ok? :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD Hahahaha oh gosh i am the epitome of laziness i swear. No hope liaoz.

Itchy fingers should be chopped off

Shallow leh emotions can be controlled by a stupid photo. Really, just shallow ttm. Breathe in, breathe out. Yeah babe you can do that right? Don't get so riled up over a photo. Cmon, free will right? Yeeppp breathe breathe. Now concentrate on all the nasty things he did, and you'll feel better :) Kay? Breatheeeeeeeeeeeee the anger away.

On a side note, i've been wearing my contacts for like 4 days straight? Since weds i think. Haha soon i'll have them implanted into my eyes for real cause i'm so lazy to drag my lazy ass bum to the toilet to take em out. Corrina texted me when i was waiting for the bus at the bus stop. "Meishan sit don't open your legs so wide."

Haha cute ah she. Eh dont judge ok fyi i was wearing jeans. Liberating one ok what jeans does to your sitting position. Hehe.