Ruffled mind, restless pillow

Like just fall face down. Really shit. Not suppose to be affected by you but how to say is just cannot control. Like, just difficult. Maybe to you it was no strings attached i donno but i took it seriously. Guess what you pictured was different huh? Thats why. Always like that. Is just leave things hanging and get on with your life. Not that you will ever look back and wonder why or something not like it didnt have an impact on you. Like joke only. Alrd know this will happen still wanna act stubborn and try. Is just loser to the max.