1. Breaking up.
Never really talked bout this, but this relationship has made me realised how heartbroken and vulnerable i can get. He was the one i loved with the whole of my heart. We've had so many dreams together. He got closest to my heart, but it didn't work out in the end. Initiating to break my own heart was the hardest thing to do, but i survived. Guess time showed that we didn't fit. Whatever it was, i didn't regret a thing at all. I hope that someday we'd be friends, and a part of me will always love him indefinitely, with or without the dreams.
2. Falling out.
I almost rarely fall out with friends just because i don't bother to do so. Not a fan of all the confrontation and shouting and endless times of standing up for your points and trying to vindicate yourself. It's like a snowballing effect, once you start the fire its only going to escalate and everything will be burnt to ashes eventually. What i normally do is just...let it slide. Falling out made me realise how spiteful a person can get, and how far their character can plummet to.
3. Made friends.
Because of this falling out incident, i became close friends with jolene, wendy, naq, emerle and shaun. These people prove to be the kind of friends who will rise above anything else in turbulent times and be there for you no matter what. Esp jolene, who turns out to be one of my best friends! We've shared laughter, tears, stress (promos lah promos), heartaches and heart races together. Our friendship is by far the luckiest i have, and i love her alot :)
4. Heart-to-heart talks.
This year was filled with them, and the most memorable was the one i had with abel and preston at the playground @ like...3am i think? We just finished supper and were chilling when we started to talk. We poured out out hearts and i realised that these 2 guys have been the awesome-est friends ever because they've been there when i've had boy drama, helped to vet my crush, and be like worried ducklings when i freaked out over my phone bills + crazy mom, and be the first ones to celebrate my birthday with me under my block (they planned the whole thing by themselves, guys leh!! How thoughtful!!) Even though they can leave me sleeping on the sofa after a football match and play dota till daybreak at abel's, they are still the sweetest guy friends i have.
5. Stayed in contact with girlfriends.
These bunch of girlies are the best i have, and i am probably a nun in my past life to have such luck to be close friends with every single one of them. We've been through so much, and through the fall outs and made ups we've gone through, it just proves that our friendship is strong and we can overcome almost everything together. I keep every single letter that i received from these girls (esp the one peipei wrote when i got my heart broken for the very first time in 2008), and i am truly touched at how wonderful and amazing these girls are :) Peiyun, Minhui, Weixin, Geraldine, Brenda <33333333333333333333333
6. BFF
Alamak this one not really considered memorable since he was there like 24/7 since primary school and have been my support though every big event in my life that broke me down and fixed me up. He gives the best advice and am the bestest guy friend anyone can get. My deepest darkest (ok not really dark lah) secrets are with him, and i know i can trust him with my life. :)
Okay i wanted to come up with 10 memorable moments but i realised that i can only come up with 6. Haha other moments were memorable too, but nothing life-changing and worth mentioning. 2009 was good to me, and through the roller coaster ride i have embarked on, i have learnt many many life lessons and made many friends i know that i will keep safe and warm inside my heart through life.
2010, BRING IT ON BABY. \M/
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