I sat on 293 for one round just now cause it was raining. And like all the sad girls in the sad movies, i stared out of the window and watch raindrops pitter patter on the window and reminisce bout the past. Then i realised something...............

Staring at the raindrops on a moving bus for too long, will giddy one leh.

Haha so dont do that when you sad ok. If not will be sad + giddy even more sad. I sat one round cause its raining and i nv wear contact lens. I scared kena long by car if i cross the road. Haha joke no la actually i just very lazy to run across the road to avoid the rain. Anw 45c nia ma. Wha confirm ger will be knn cb when she sees this sentence. Hehehe :D

Cause we might miss the hate

Lets convince ourselves, its all under control
A stone that we can break, but is that what we want?
'Cause we might miss the hate
I know it feels so good, to make the same mistake

Haha ya sometimes it does feel good to make the same mistake. And sometimes i do miss the hate. Kinda...twisted huh? Yeah. I am craving for siew mai all of a sudden. And some good dude bonding time :( Sighhhh havent been catching up with my boys for so long alr its starting to get depressing. Abel lim and preston lim can meet this fri??????? I AM FREEEE!!!! NO TUITION!!!!!!! Movies and then zi char? I want, no scratch that i need my fried carrot cake!!!! Always we go late then just sold out i damn angry one ok. Movies....horror ok? Preston pls dont argue you scared go hug abel ok i want my horror!!! Hehe. Then...abel's again lor or we go playground if weather not hot. Hehehehe eggcited only. But must bear abit ah cause i feeling pmsy leh these few days. Donno why. And constipated. Maybe they come tgt in a package one. Ok this is getting lame. Eh wait!!! Or we go shopping??? I need some muscle to carry shopping bags sia whahahaha :DDDDD

Bffs have their pms moments tgt i think. Cause me and haopu also like this even though he not girl. I mean ya of course he not girl la he from sji right. But. Aiya wth talking me.

I dont want to do homework i want to keep typing so that i can run away from homework but then i havent mark rui en's maths how? Sian tmr after sch still have to teach tuition you tell me why my life so depressing??????????? But think of payday at the end of the month. THINKKKK. :D

Havent been seeing mama for alot of days liao. Sian i miss my mama :( MAMA KUAI DIAN HUI JIA!!!!!! WO HEN XIANG NI!!!!!!! Writing too many notes for my mama alr. Have to see her!!!!!! O.O

Hmmz havent had chem prac this week. Think is tmr. Bio prac on fri. Sian i havent do bio spa ws. Can dont do? I see so many blanks i just sian half. Sigh am running out of things to write. Ok guess have to turn to homework still. Ultimate sigh. Bye my conscious mind.

Corrupted.

Nothing beats having mcfly's songs on repeat with yummy potato chips and iced green tea while dancing silly in the room alone even though the weather outside is motherfucking hot. Would kill to see mcfly too :'( Major sighhhh. Mcfly makes you feel fantastic in your belly! Something bout that british accent. Hehehehe

So good you've got to abuse it, so fast that sometimes and you lose it.

It chews you up when you feed it, but everyone needs to eat

Am i too much for you, 'cause you're too much for me?

Still wanna be corrupted

At last count, i have 4 stacks of worksheets on my table. 1 stack on my chair. 1 stack in my parents' room. 1 stack on my dining table.

If my house was to catch fire now, i don't even know which stack to save cause just too many stacks alr.

Peipei weiwei ger, those ppl got damn neat tables one, wanna volunteer your service and help me pack my table? :D *moves eyebrows up and down furiously*

I think i must be a boy like in the past or smth. Cause i really very lazy/unhygenic as hell. I can dont bathe after netball training for 2 days. (Haha ok i know gross la even my mama says so but dont judge ok at least i honest). If there's no training, i can dont bathe for 3 days. Eh ok for all y'all whose eyeballs are dilating or like gagging when you read this, dont judge leh!!! Whats wrong with saving water huh huh huh. I dont smell ma :( At least i think so? Haha *smiles sheepishly* I hate packing. Really. Just take a look at the sight of my pathetic table sigh. I can wear the same pair of jeans/shorts for >1 week w/o changing. I just touch my contact lenses as and when i want without washing hands cause i dont think it makes a diff. Dont see the point in folding my bra underwear all cause crumpled also no one see. Haha i just stuff everything into the drawer only to have my mama scream at me when she realises what i've done. I like to play with chewing gum. I dont clear out my dustbin as often as i should. Overflowing plastic bags filled with used tissue paper for i dont know what uses are best friends with flies. I think thats enough to share cause i also feel disgusted at myself. Lolol

Back to topic, call me and tell me if you can help me pack my table ok? :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD Hahahaha oh gosh i am the epitome of laziness i swear. No hope liaoz.

Itchy fingers should be chopped off

Shallow leh emotions can be controlled by a stupid photo. Really, just shallow ttm. Breathe in, breathe out. Yeah babe you can do that right? Don't get so riled up over a photo. Cmon, free will right? Yeeppp breathe breathe. Now concentrate on all the nasty things he did, and you'll feel better :) Kay? Breatheeeeeeeeeeeee the anger away.

On a side note, i've been wearing my contacts for like 4 days straight? Since weds i think. Haha soon i'll have them implanted into my eyes for real cause i'm so lazy to drag my lazy ass bum to the toilet to take em out. Corrina texted me when i was waiting for the bus at the bus stop. "Meishan sit don't open your legs so wide."

Haha cute ah she. Eh dont judge ok fyi i was wearing jeans. Liberating one ok what jeans does to your sitting position. Hehe.