Heart to heart talks with mama is always good. She told me, things that need the usage of your brain = stressful. So if you need to use your brain to talk to your "friend", maybe the person isn't really a friend after all. Mama told daddy, and daddy told me, 重感情就会受伤。

Ah, maybe such a post is better off being hand written in my old-school diary. And the only times i write in there is when i feel extremely upset.

Butttt i shall stop wallowing in self pity, or at least i hope to stop doing that soon. Cause it's putting me in this daze. Really bad. After effects of inception perhaps? Haha.

Bel says he wanna cut bangs and then mohawk. Very fierce.

Spicy nuggets were extremely spicy.

Late night soccer.

Cinnamon melts are really sinful yet irresistible at the same time. The only way to feel less sinful is to get other people to eat it with you. Haha *looks at bel and friends*

Ahhhh, maybe being alone isn't scary after all. Independence...haven't had that in awhile. And why yes, i am ashamed. Getting used to depending on someone is not a really good idea. Esp when it stings really bad when your dependence is gone. You just fall into this dark abyss. Not good.

Gonna end this abruptly.

Used to

We used to breathe without a doubt.

I LOVE YOU GIRLF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DONT SAD ALR MOVE ON THE FUTURE'S BETTER!!!!!!! JUST WORK HARD FOR A'S!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU CAN ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SORRY TO POST WITHOUT YOUR PERMISSION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

JIAYOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(INSERTS HEN DUO HEN DUO XINS!!!!!!!!!!!)

Move on move on move on you can do it meishan. type out all that you are feeling now and then dont think bout it anymore. dont be bothered by it anymore. cry finish then work hard. evryone's supporting you, right? cheer up man meishan, you can do it de. jiayou!!!!!!!!!

人只有簡單的兩個筆畫， 但爲何卻那麽的複雜

人都會有壞的一面， 問題在於壞到什麽程度。

我不是生氣， 只是有那麽一丁點的失望。 話雖如此， 我又凴什麽要求其他人一定要守在我身邊呢？

Maybe as we grow older, we would become more selfish.

But there is no one we can blame.

所謂 人不為己 天誅地滅

或許這就是社會最現實的一面， 沒人能阻擋， 沒人能避免這些事情發生。

From this, I learnt that we cannot always be nice to people. We cannot be always thinking for others. The nicer we are to people, the more we are losing out. THIS is how the society is now, and will always be.

今天你如果一直對莫些人好， 有一天你就會被這些人弄死。

最終吃虧的還是自己