Ruffled mind, restless pillow

Heart to heart talks with mama is always good. She told me, things that need the usage of your brain = stressful. So if you need to use your brain to talk to your "friend", maybe the person isn't really a friend after all. Mama told daddy, and daddy told me, 重感情就会受伤。

Ah, maybe such a post is better off being hand written in my old-school diary. And the only times i write in there is when i feel extremely upset.

Butttt i shall stop wallowing in self pity, or at least i hope to stop doing that soon. Cause it's putting me in this daze. Really bad. After effects of inception perhaps? Haha.

Bel says he wanna cut bangs and then mohawk. Very fierce.

Spicy nuggets were extremely spicy.

Late night soccer.

Cinnamon melts are really sinful yet irresistible at the same time. The only way to feel less sinful is to get other people to eat it with you. Haha *looks at bel and friends*

Ahhhh, maybe being alone isn't scary after all. Independence...haven't had that in awhile. And why yes, i am ashamed. Getting used to depending on someone is not a really good idea. Esp when it stings really bad when your dependence is gone. You just fall into this dark abyss. Not good.

Gonna end this abruptly.