Monday, November 1, 2010

Jacket. Specs. Books. Coffee. Ipod. More coffee.

11 till 9.

Mug. Mug somemore.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

My contempt on life is not helping either. Everything just seems so "aiya fuck it la whats the big deal" to me now. I don't really take anything seriously now actually. Nothing's too significant to be regarded as serious anyway. Everything seems to be coated with a thick layer of disregard cynicism sarcasm and utter disgust.

I need some optimism, hope and a teeny bit of cheerfulness to scrape this junk off me.

But then again..........I'd probably punch whoever's trying to cheer me up given my current *exasperate sigh* dire situation. Fuck this shit.

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