I just did something i shouldnt have done and the feeling is just. I dont know what to say. For a moment i thought things were different, you were back to the old you and like things are just the way they are meant to be. But no after like 10 secs which felt like eternity and when i really thought you were back to yourself, i realised that my com was lagging. It didnt load the newest updates down so what i saw wasnt current afterall. Like, my heart just sank. There's nothing more for you left and all memories are pretty much forgotten. But i still get bothered. Why?

Have been studying the shit out of myself. Cant wait for 2 more freaking months to be over. Thought of it is just orgasmic. I feel hungry. Feel constipated also. So like, wna eat but cannot eat. Miss all my girlfriends. Wonder how they are. Brenda baby must be studying the shit out of herself too. Need to get back to maths now. Just no sentence structure. I love school. YA hahahahahahahaha

i kinda. miss you?

You don't know how it feels to run and your knee just suddenly give way and you just fall. The feeling is just indescribable. I've never sprained my ankle before when almost every fucking one did. All that happened was a fucking fall that did permanent shit to my knees. Not knee. But knees. Knn. You tell me that i need to go see a physiotherapist. Like. Wtf I thought thats only for old ppl why i need to go. Then what, go there ask me climb baby stairs and then see what shit you can do to my knees? I know i just paranoid that something bad will happen but how to not get paranoid you tell me. Cb it's just one fucking fall. Everyone also never go see doc one why only i nv go see then this thing happen. Why you tell me why. Like. I just wna have my knees back pls?

Please?

All of the stars are fading away, just try not to worry and be on your way.
Just difficult when I'm fucking stressed and there is no one I can pour my heart out to cause is just difficult to approach you again when we are like strangers now. Like ugly only now. 2 more weeks to 17. Not looking forward at all :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( wna feel weightless leh can annot?

Like just fall face down. Really shit. Not suppose to be affected by you but how to say is just cannot control. Like, just difficult. Maybe to you it was no strings attached i donno but i took it seriously. Guess what you pictured was different huh? Thats why. Always like that. Is just leave things hanging and get on with your life. Not that you will ever look back and wonder why or something not like it didnt have an impact on you. Like joke only. Alrd know this will happen still wanna act stubborn and try. Is just loser to the max.