Glxy Sprkl

If I could show you how my thoughts and feelings were to look like now, they'd probably look something like.......






...This.


And I am not even joking. It's just a wave of happiness, hopefulness, shyness, feeling extremely excited with just a tinge of doubt and uncertainty. Hehehehehe I am quite enthralled by the whole happening of it actually.


I think for once, I might have a serious eye-candy thingy going on with someone that my friends would actually approve of (lol at the whole reject papaya incident).

Usually I cannot be bothered with eye-candying people around me cause for one, they are actually real. And anything real will have an ugly side to it. Finding out about that ugly side just pretty much spoils the whole...fantasy? I prefer my eye-candy to remain perfect and untainted. I mean, its nothing serious anyway, why make it so realistic? Knowing that your eye-candy is actually a total douche irl kinda ruins the magic I guess.

Which is why it's better off eye-candying an idol or someone who's totally unattainable and impossible to meet! Cause even if you know that he's a douche, the pure impossibility of you knowing him compensates for it. Plus you're from totally different worlds, so you don't really care if he's a jerk anyway. Face nice can already. Right?

But when it's an actual actual eye-candy, deep down, you have this flicker of hope that someday you might actually get together and if he turns out to be an actual jerk, it's actually kinda crushing.

Am I making sense? Or am I just the only one over-analysing the whole eye-candy situation? :O

OKAY I digress too much already. Back onto him!!!

HE WAVED AT ME SAYING GOODBYE WHEN HE WAS GOING HOME!!!!

I think my heart did backflips when he did that.

Plus, he totally meant to smile at me lah!!!! Hehehe ^_^

After he was out of sight I started to blush. Like fo' real ears burning cheeks flushed kinda blush. I've never had such an encounter before so I feel it's paramount to announce it to the whole world. Hahaha.

Me: Okay I know it's very stupid and maybe I haven't been seeing new guys for a verrrrrry long time but...the one cute guy at my work just waved goodbye to me!!!!!!! Hehehehehe!!

Pei: Lol! At least you still have that interest ah. Not bad not bad!
Ger: Lol good what! Hahaha flutter flutter heart.

AYEEEEEEEEEE okay so now I have a (serious) eyecandy. My 2nd (serious) eyecandy in all 18 years of my life. And he is older (major +point)!!!!!!!!

I feel like I'm 14 all over again.

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