Girls

Girls will be girls. Whenever we have problems bugging our minds or have matters weighing our hearts down, we'd find our girlfriends or a close friend to talk it out. Ask for advice or just ranting aimlessly, knowing that someone is there to listen and someone gives a shit about it. But my ego's standing in the way and I'm just too damn prideful to let my guard down and approach anyone first. I don't know how to start talking about it, how to express it, how to draw illustrations and give examples or how to explain it. So even if I'd really want to talk about it, I have no idea how to. Still keeping up? Ha ha. Every time I even attempt to talk about what's bugging me..I kinda just slip away halfway and drop the conversation cause it's so taxing to explain. Every problem I mention kinda just...fizzles away into nothingness. As in nothing else is mentioned in the conversation anymore. HAIYA. Kinda like now. Cause I don't know how to continue this rant-post.

Pride and ego. Damn.