Juan

小梁，

(Okay to be honest I really tried to type this in Chinese to show that I very got ink. But as you know, my Chinese (typed or written) has been cui all the while. So I use English ah.)

I know your internship has been tough, and honestly from the bottom of my heart I feel really bad that I am unable to do or say anything comforting other than "It's gonna be over soon", every time I hear about your office drama or a really too-much incident that took place.

All I know how to do when faced with immensely tough situations is to confide a lot in close friends and then subsequently try my hardest to avoid facing the problem up front while y'all try to catch me and from running away and nag me into finding the balls to make a decision. Lol. But you are different. You are strong. You almost never break down in public, swallowing everything inside because you feel that there is no point in causing more drama, afraid that the extra drama would worsen the situation. 很多事情，你宁愿自己扛。Including a lot of the hardships you face during work. All the Thursday nights spent at the bus stop just talking about random stuff, I can't help but see the lethargy in your face. You used to be more fervent in your work-related complaints..but through the months you've quieten down and just swallow it all in. Maybe it's cause you know more complaining wouldn't change the situation so you'd rather just not think about it after working hours. Yet, you would still always listen to my nonsense. Ha ha. My boring school life and the little interesting things I share.

Okay I digress. The point is, it is all going to end soon and no matter how your internship has affected you, it is an experience. Life is all about experiences. Some are harder to go through than the others, some will make you doubt your passion, some will make you question what will happen in the future. There is no date line into making a decision about your future. And if you ever feel bothered or stressed up about the future...text/call me :) I'll try my best to make you feel better.

好不好啊周太？

哎哟，不错哦!

Ha ha. And yes, you can make it. 15 more days only.